Sunday, July 31, 2011

Hold On

The soft, sweet summer was warm and glowing,
Bright were the blossoms on every bough,
I trusted Him when the roses were blooming;
I trust Him now. (Excerpt from: The Song of a Bird in a Winter Storm, author unknown)
Everything around us may change, but God does not change. He is forever faithful and committed where we are concerned.   
So, hold on tightly until the end. Don’t give up.  God's love, for his children, is vast and awesome. Our future is bright.
For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end. Hebrews 3:14 (Amplified Bible)


Resource for poem: Cowman, Mrs. Charles. (1965) Streams in the Desert. March 6. p 82
Scripture Source: BibleGateway.com

Friday, July 29, 2011

Using Fear to Your Advantage

My granddaughter told me the other day that she’s afraid of the dark. She’s seven. According to the experts, being afraid of the dark at that age is common and will go away as she grows older. My fear of the dark did not go away, but that’s ok.  I’m brave in other areas.

I must admit I use my own fears for the good of my writing--to spur the imagination. Fear helps me create scary scenarios. Elements of fear are widely used in movies and books to scare the bajeebers out of the reader and movie audiences.
Common Fear Elements

*The dark (What is in the dark? Is it coming for you? What will “it” do to you?)

*Vicious Dogs (Can you imagine being chased by rabid, angry or possessed dogs?)

*Spiders (Can you imagine waking up in bed wrapped in a spider web and seeing the spider over you chomping?)
*Snakes (Remember Indiana Jones and his fear of snakes?)

In The Hotel (working title), my MC’s fears include an abusive father, not being able to escape her horrible life, and of losing those she loves most.  People can be driven to desperation when they are afraid.
Fear can touch the reader in very personal ways. 

If you write, how have you used fear? If you are a reader, what fear was used in a book (or movie) that still lingers in your mind?

Have a great weekend!

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

It's Never What It Seems

Dear Journal,

It’s never what it seems to be, is it?

History and… scary movies tells us that it only takes  one of something to start the world’s end. You know the signs, a locust or a grasshopper, a crazy rogue robot or, as we saw in the movie Arachnophobia, one spider leads to another and suddenly your world is one big wicked web. 

So imagine my distress when I went out to my breezeway (screened porch thingy) to feed my cat and saw a huge spider on the inside of the screen door. (It is to the left of the red slur of words that I tried to provide you as a guide, but you can't read.) I didn't want to get upset so early, so I didn't look at it again. But I was feeling anguish...early morning Arachnophobia  anguish.

That's the worse kind for me.

So, I fed Kiki Dee (cat) and retrieved my can of 20-foot shootin' bug spray and strapped it on my hip and headed back outside.  See here’s the thing, I do own a heart.  My rule is if spiders are on the outside of my house, I won’t kill them. And it was technically on the outside.

My desire was to shoo this one out the door without freaking out.



As I walked closer to the door, I realized I'd been mistaken because on the screen was a beautiful baby frog instead of a spider. I put down the can of spray and picked BF up and took it safely out of doors.

See how I am?
Dear Journal, we must learn lessons or life is a waste. My lesson that day? Don’t jump to conclusions without further investigation. Many things in life, I've learned, are not what they seem to be. The good can turn ugly and the bad can turn to good.

Oh and I learned, I could really benefit from some Arachnophobic therapy. Journaling is not helping in this case.

Lovingly yours,

JW

PS I think this is BF's parent. I found this tree frog on my deck. He or she looks surly. Probably, he's a he if he's surly.  Hee Hee!

Monday, July 25, 2011

Changing Careers

I’m looking into changing careers again. No new education required. The new career? I want to be a Couch Potato.


I believe I have all the needed qualifications for being a couch potato and without much effort.
I have eyes.
I’m round.
I roll unevenly.
In this weather, I feel baked.
I've never been called Spud, but that's easy to fix.
I like sitting.
And most importantly, I have a couch.
Now, tell me, am I qualified or not?



Sunday, July 24, 2011

We are blessed in our family with our share of artists.  My sister, who has many talents, created this (ignore the glare) wonderful sketch for me.  Through the years, I’ve gained comfort not only from the picture, but from the Bible scripture attached, “In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.”  John 14:2 (KIV)
Every day throughout our world there is heartache from people making horribly wrong decisions. Some of those decisions are huge and include violence to others and some {decisions} include harm to themselves. Their (and our) actions affect the people who commit them, but their actions also influences the world around them. They've caused sorrow, anger, and chaos.
Of course there is comfort in the world, but as Christians we have the ultimate comfort to look forward to. We are told in Revelations that God has prepared a place for you and me in his house where we will never again know pain or grief (Revelations 21:4).
He has been busy preparing a future home where we will experience only comfort and peace.
“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.
My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you?
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
You know the way to the place where I am going.” John 14: 1-5 (NIV)

Blessings,

~~ Teresa

Scripture source: Bible Gateway

Thursday, July 21, 2011

The Story Concludes

Not Alone

(Part I)

            Sam had warned her. Actually, Erica’s husband had forbidden her from watching crime TV while he was away on a hunting trip. When she’d finally turned off the TV scenes of torture and murder danced in her mind. But, she liked watching crime shows.

Erica pulled a blanket tight around her body despite the muggy summer air moving through the basement patio door. It was midnight and she was wide awake and—anxious. She sighed and turned the flat screen on again to watch a late night talk show.

“I wonder what Sam’s doing,” she said then pulled a cell phone from her pajama pocket and pushed a speed dial digit.

The number rang once and again and after the fourth ring went to voicemail. “This is Sam, leave it and I’ll return it.”

“Hi, Babe, just wanted to say I’m missing you. I hope you’re having fun, but I can’t wait to have you home again. Call me when you wake up? Love you.” Erica ended the call and placed the phone on the table next to the couch. She pulled free of the tangled blanket that held her captive and headed for the kitchen upstairs.

Erica stopped on the first step. “Maxy, where are you?”

Max strolled from behind a chair stretching his legs and meowing with each movement a wimpy sound not worthy of his thirteen furry pounds. He flipped his bushy tail then rubbed against her legs.

Erica doubled over to gather Max in her arms, but soon released him when he squirmed for freedom. She took another step up then stopped to sniff the air. Was that cigarette smoke she smelled?

She remembered the open door and ran back to close it. Erica jumped when she saw her own distorted reflection in the glass then pulled the sheers over the black hole.

“I shouldn’t have let Sam take all the guns with him.” She laughed and walked back to the stairwell.

From the kitchen upstairs, Erica heard a muffled clatter that caused her heart to bounce in her chest. The noise stopped.

Should she be quiet? Should she make noise? Was there was someone in the kitchen?

(Part II)
Supported by a bookcase at the bottom of the stairs, Erica stood frozen except for her trembling legs. One at a time, she lifted each foot to climb the stairs and with each step she pressed herself flat against the wall pausing to listen. Her eyes darted from the upper landing and back to the basement. She didn’t have a plan if she met an intruder—except to run.

Once she reached the top, Erica jumped around the corner like one of the cops on the crime show she’d been watching—minus the weapon.  She fumbled for the lights and heard a crash behind her. Erica clutched her chest and fell against the wall only to realize she’d heard the icemaker releasing the ice.
           
A cabinet door squeaked when she opened it to get a glass to fill with water. Then, she hurried back down the steps spilling droplets along the way.  Just as Erica came out of the stairwell, she felt someone grab her hair and pull her sideways toward the bookcase. The glass she held fell to the floor as she fought to pull away from her captor.
           
 “Max, what are you doing?” Erica said expelling the air in her lungs. She pulled the cat from her hair. “You’re not supposed to be on the bookcase. I guess we shouldn’t have taught you how to leap on heads, even if it seemed cute at the time.” Her hands trembled as she comforted the insulted cat and then released him on the floor. Erica sprinted back to the couch scooting under the blanket. She hated sleeping in their bed when Sam was away, but she wasn’t having any luck sleeping on a couch either.  

She pulled the blanket up to her chin and studied the room that was illuminated by the glow of the TV. The oversized clock on the wall read 2:10 a.m. The talk show had turned into an infomercial.  Her eyes paused at the sheers swaying over the patio door, except, she’d closed the door.  Erica held her breath as her heart kept cadence with every step of a pacing shadow outside the glass door. 

(The Conclusion)

The fear that had paralyzed Erica melted when she heard the lurking shadow bark. “Tinkerbell!” She cried out at her parents’ part Labrador-part something else-dog. “I forgot about Tinkerbell.”
           
Erica fumbled for her cell phone and pushed the speed dial for her parents’ home number. “Answer please, Mom, answer,” she whispered then listened for the rings.

“Hello,” said a sleepy voice.

“Mom, sorry to wake you, but I wanted to tell you something.”

“What is it?”

“Did you and Dad have fun tonight at the card game?”

“Is that what you wanted to tell me?”

“I wanted to tell you there was a death in the Coot’s family.”

“Who died?”

“Susie died,” said Erica.

“Who’s Susie?”

“Remember the new dog Susie, I think she died.”  

Her mother sighed. “Have you been watching something scary?”

“Mom, I’ll be glad when Sam gets home. I’m lonely, and, yes I’m a little scared.”

“You wouldn’t be scared if you didn’t watch crime shows.” Her mother reminded.

“I know, I know.  Can you some sit with me for just a little while, Mommy?”

“Erica, you’re downstairs in our basement.” She heard her mother take a deep breath and release it. “Would you like your dad to come down and check out the basement for you?”

“No—no I’ll be ok. Thanks for letting me stay here while Sam is away,” Erica said. “Sorry I woke you. Love you.”

“Love you, too. Now get some sleep.”

“Do you think Dad would mind coming down and...?” The call went dead in Erica’s ear. “Mom?”

~~~~~

Have a great weekend, everybody!

Photo source: Google images

Monday, July 18, 2011

I am in and out this week meaning I won't be around much in the Blog World.

Have a wonderful week!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Sometimes in the middle of our circumstances we might need to be reminded we are always on God’s mind.

"I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord watches over you—
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
 
The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore." Psalm 121 (NIV)


Have a blessed week knowing that you are not alone!

~~ JW


Scripture source: BibleGateway.com

Friday, July 15, 2011

Not Alone: Part II

If you've read Part I and don't wish to read it again, scroll down for Part II.

Not Alone
Part I
Sam had warned her. Actually, Erica’s husband had forbidden her from watching crime TV while he was away on a hunting trip. When she’d finally turned off the TV, scenes of torture and murder danced in her mind. But, she liked watching crime shows.

Erica pulled a blanket tight around her body despite the muggy summer air moving through the basement patio door. It was midnight and she was wide awake and—anxious. She sighed and turned the flat screen on again to watch a late night talk show. 

“I wonder what Sam’s doing,” she said then pulled a cell phone from her pajama pocket and pushed a speed dial digit. 

The number rang once and again and after the fourth ring went to voicemail. “This is Sam, leave it and I’ll return it.” 

“Hi, Babe, just wanted to say I’m missing you. I hope you’re having fun, but I can’t wait to have you home again. Call me when you wake up? Love you.” Erica ended the call and placed the phone on the table next to the couch. She pulled free of the tangled blanket that held her captive and headed for the kitchen upstairs. 

Erica stopped on the first step. “Maxy, where are you?” 

Max strolled from behind a chair stretching his legs and meowing with each movement a wimpy sound not worthy of his 13 furry pounds. He flipped his bushy tail then rubbed against her legs. 

Erica doubled over to gather Max in her arms, but soon released him when he squirmed for freedom. She took another step up then stopped to sniff the air. Was that cigarette smoke she smelled? 

She remembered the open door and ran back to close it. Erica jumped when she saw her own distorted reflection in the glass then pulled the sheers over the black hole. 

         “I shouldn’t have let Sam take all the guns with him.” She laughed and walked back to the stairwell. 
From the kitchen upstairs, Erica heard a muffled clatter that caused her heart to bounce in her chest. The noise stopped.          
          Should she be quiet? Should she make noise? Was there was someone in the kitchen?

Not Alone Continues....
            Supported by a bookcase at the bottom of the basement stairs, Erica stood frozen except for her trembling legs. One at a time, she lifted each foot to climb the stairs and with each step she pressed herself flat against the wall pausing to listen. Her eyes darted from the upper landing and back to the basement. She didn’t have a plan if she met an intruder—except to run.

Once she reached the top, Erica jumped around the corner like one of the cops on the crime show she’d been watching—minus the weapon.  She fumbled for the lights and heard a crash behind her. Erica clutched her chest and fell against the wall only to realize she’d heard the icemaker releasing the ice.

            A cabinet door squeaked when she opened it to get a glass to fill with water. Then, she hurried back down the steps spilling droplets along the way.  Just as Erica came out of the stairwell, she felt someone grab her hair and pull her sideways toward the bookcase. The glass fell to the floor as she fought to pull away from her captor.

             “Max,” Erica said expelling the air in her lungs then pulled the cat from her hair. “What are you doing? You’re not supposed to be on the bookcase.” Her voice was shrill and nervous. “I guess we shouldn’t have taught you how to leap on heads, even if it seemed cute at the time.”

Erica’s hands trembled as she comforted the insulted cat. She released him on the floor and sprinted back to the couch scooting under the blanket. Erica hated sleeping in their bed when Sam was away, but she wasn’t having any luck sleeping on a couch either.  

She pulled the blanket up to her chin and studied the room that was illuminated by the glow of the TV. The oversized clock on the wall read 2:10 a.m. The talk show had turned into an infomercial.  Her eyes paused at the sheers swaying over the patio door, except, she’d closed the door.  It wasn't the sheers that were moving. Erica held her breath as her heart kept cadence with every step of a pacing shadow outside the glass door.  

Stay tuned for the conclusion of Not Alone next friday.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

A Thought

I thought of something this morning. When an elder dies, of course a family changes, but so does a community.

It must.

My Daughter-in-law's dear grandmother passed last evening. A heavy cloud of sadness is over her family. Facebook is already showing she will be missed.

Monday, July 11, 2011

In Journaling Woman Land

Last Week...

I started my vacation.

As many of you know we had my son’s birthday celebration on July 4th.  Then Tuesday and Wednesday, I kept littlest G-baby who is a little over 10 months. We had some bonding time, but I must admit I was exhausted mainly because I didn’t take my eye off him and because he’s got more energy than a boat load of monkeys. I’m just saying it.

Out of all the toys I had, I think his favorite toy at my house was…a bowl. The other favorite toy was a large plastic soup ladle. He hit me (ok tapped me) once with it, but I didn’t hold a grudge. And he might have giggled when I said OWWW! So that may have caused the second tap.

If he were any cuter it would have to be against the law.

There is sadness  in my world. He had to start a new babysitter a couple of weeks ago and the gal takes her vacation around the 4th.  His great grandmother (my Daughter-In-law’s grandmother) has been the caretaker over all four of their children from nearly birth until preschool age and his as well. But, we found out recently that she has terminal cancer. Her family has been told there is nothing that can be done.

How can this be? She always looks so healthy. She’s had energy to take care of my four grands plus a few others. Our family is devastated. Please, if you pray—PRAY for her pain to be less.  And for her family who are hurting too.

I am so sad over this news.

Weather

It’s a 100+ degrees here. That’s all I’m saying about that, except sweat does not become me. What a horrible year for weather here in MO.

JW

I went to the doctor last week for illness. The nurse practitioner put me on an antibiotic and Prednisone. The Pred is doing funny things to me (of course). I had to leave church early yesterday because of dizziness. I had planned to go see my DIL’s grandmother, but came home instead.  This morning I woke up to my bed spinning. Call me Dorothy! I called the NP and she said to stop taking the Pred. Is a medication supposed to kill you before it cures you?
The Ruralhood

If you’re interested, I finally posted another post on the Ruralhood Blog titled The Right of Passage. It’s about something everyone may need at this time of year, Deodorant. Click on the Ruralhood photo in the sidebar and you'll magically go there. But, before that...


What's the temperature where you are? And if it's a cool 85 degrees or lower may I move in?


Friday, July 08, 2011

Not Alone

Remember in the olden days (or maybe not) magazines that carried fiction and the stories were  continued in the next month's magazine...a serial? Me either, I was a baby then. (Yes I was.)  For something different, I'm posting an old short story, in three parts, for your reading pleasure or pain (if you choose to be editor instead of reader it could cause pain). 

Sunday, July 03, 2011

 I always feel blessed to live in this great nation, the United States of America. Although, we have our share of hard times, we always come out stronger and (I believe) better as a nation.  America was built on the idea that God blesses America and that America trusts in God.  I feel blessed!

I also believe that I am  a part of the Holy Nation of God.

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.

Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy." 1 Peter 2:9-10 (NIV)
Happy Birthday July 4 to my great nation- USA!

AND Happy Birthday July 4 to my son!!!

Scripture source: Bible Gateway