New Year!

The concept of a new year gives me hope, followed by a bit of skepticism. My skeptical thinking arrived midyear, 2020, and I can’t seem to shake it. 

In 2020, my first journal paragraph read,

“Day 1 of 365. The first day of 2020. I remember the year 2000 and how alien that was. I was in Dallas TX December 31, 1999 with the Buffalo High School band. What a great trip. We spent New Year's Eve at Southfork Ranch (house used for the show Dallas). Last night, I slept well. This year has such promise. It will be a great year. How could it not be with the name 2020?”

And there it was--my journal entry to be proven wrong. It was a terrible year for people all over the world. Covid related medical issues and deaths, plus financial. In the next two years, I would lose five close neighbors and my brother, one neighbor was Covid related.

It was a bad year, followed by another. 

Let’s not forget the toilet paper shortage or how I continue to overstock. 

Last year, 2025, was not the best either. I had medical issues that required physical therapy. In May, I lost my precious eleven year old dog, Millie. After that, my daughter had surgery and recovery went well until it didn’t. She nearly bled to death in the ER because they wouldn’t take her back—until she fainted. My son had an accident that could have easily taken his life. Also, in my opinion, our country is a mess and that plays on my mind and heart each day.  

In the middle of it all, though, I still recognized my blessings. PT made me stronger. My limp is almost conquered. Millie is no longer suffering. My daughter healed. My son only has a smallish scar. My mom celebrated her 87th year. I’m physically able to host our family gatherings. We’re all relatively healthy, have jobs (not me though 😇), own cars and homes and we visit all the time.  I am blessed. 

For the new year, I might even have a goal or two imagined. I also can't wait for spring and flowers, again! The pictures are some of my 2025 flowers. 

I hope 2026 will flood you with blessings and joy. 

T.


Picture 1: Seeds from my dad's hollyhocks with a bee, grown in my yard this year. He was known for his hollyhocks and irises. 

Picture 2: Coreopsis

Picture 3: Coneflower

Picture 4: Two of my many sunflowers.




Comments

Natalie Aguirre said…
I'm sorry you had such a challenging year in 2025. I'm glad you and your family recovered from your health challenges. I've found that practicing gratitude has helped me through my own difficult times.
I'm with you on all of this. So sorry 2025 wasn't all it could have been. I love the way you're celebrating your blessings through it all...that's something I need to do, too. 2025 was hard for me and hoping we'll both have a good year in 2026.
Fundy Blue said…
Oh boy, Teresa, you had a year! I'm glad that you, your daughter, your son, and Millie are in better places. Love your flower pictures. I haven't seen hollyhocks in forever, and I love them. Life has definitely been challenging from 2020 on, and right now the world is downright scary. In the past few weeks I've been trying to pare down stocks of food and supplies and stop thinking I'm still in the middle of Covid. Although I always make sure I have plenty of toilet paper too. 😂. Kudos to you for focusing on your blessings. All the best to you in 2026!
What a horrible year! You need a really great 2026. One of health and prosperity.

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